pepperMintz..

For you..

2005-08-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

I just read his blog.. i was suprised that he added song to his blog coz i remember that he dun like all lthose song thingy de.. anyway, i dunno whether will he come n read my blog.. i just wanna tell him that i still love him alot.. I'm so sorry for wat i had done to him again n again.. but i really wish i can get back to him again.. for the last time.. i really believe n think that we can overcome whateva had once happened.. but.. haiz.. i dunno lar..

I was very very sad when i heard his honest answer to my questions.. haiz.. at times part of me thinks we can get back, but yet again, i dun think so (due to the answer he gave).. guess maybe he haf a new gal in his mind liao ma.. guess she's gettin close to him too.. haiz.. all the best to them..

* I hope u can gif me a call or sms when u did happen to pop by.. (which i dun think so)... can you gif me a very very honest answer??? Lastly, i really love you alot.. please gif me a very last chance..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Simple Plan - Untitled

2005-08-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

I'm back..

2005-08-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

Well,i'm somehow back nia lar.. coz my computer is still down.. not reallt able to update my blog.. therefore no time to figure out how to reactivate my chatterbox.. guess gotta wait till end of the yr le ma..

Well, just wanna say.. take care..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

16 April 2005

2005-05-05T10:56:00.000+08:00

Well, finally the day haf come and go liao.. I haf plan this event in last Feb.. when Dar suggest that to me.. Since it's my dear 18th birthday and I know that he haf not really haf a celebration before so I thought "why not"..

Firstly, when I'm very sure I'm goin to haf this on, I gotta plan the followings:
1) Money
2) How many ppl m I going to invite
3) Who am I going to invite
4) Can they be able to mix ard
5) What food to buy
and the most important factor 6) How to invite him over*

*Well, in case some of you dunno, I told him that he's invited to my primary school fren party (coz I can't tell him it's Sec or Tert fren coz he know them I scare he might ask them)

So hence, I went down to book the pit on the first weekend (Sat) of March with Bella.. Luckily I went down early if not the pit will be booked coz intially I wanna book pit 26 but it was being booked so I took 25 (coz 21+4=25 )

Hmmm.. it was my first time preparing a BBQ, so I totally haf no idea how should I start off.. And I'm really very thankful to my sista.. They plan for me, they stay up over night at my place till 3, 4+ am to prepare the food.. Thank alot..

Well, everything went smoothly (despite of the rain).. Well, thank you guys for coming over to celebrate that wonderful night with him.. Thank You.. and the present too.. he loves it alot.. trust me man!

Lastly, before I end the post, I wanna thanks the following people who helped me out with it:
(ranking not in order)
1) YiYang - inviting his poly fren + giving me suggestions and those funnie chat
2) Denon - inviting his poly fren + givin me suggestions and confirmation and updating me about Styke in school (hehe..)
3) Bella - accompanyin me down to book the pit + suggestions
and to my 3 babes coz this event will not goes well without them
1) "Do" - Fiona
2) "Re" - Cheryl
3) "Mi" - Sharline Dar

THANK YOU!

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Sorry :(

2005-05-05T10:52:00.000+08:00

Hi Guyz, doing fine?? sorry I know you guys haf been waiting for my to post (haha. coz ya guys miss me?? yup i know you do especially my 2 darlings ar..) well, same old stuffs happen again.. I can't access to internet.. I will try to get my stuffs updated although it's kind of too late or in fact some are outdated lar.. hehe.. coz I haf to write a post on 16 April 2005 event at pit 25.. hehe.. I will post it asap k? sorry dar..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Am i still part of you?

2005-04-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

Just start to wonder am i still part of you? i just feel so left-pu, as if i'm no longer with you guys. even since he became my kor and ever since he joined ouyr group. just for a couple of days, i can feel that im being replaced. congratulations! You had found a replacement!

I know we are suppopsed to meet up for revision but when i need help.. there's no one there for me.. Not that i didn't ask, i did but maybe it's too soft to be heard lar... (talk to u nvr ans, to him + to the rest is the same = no one) Honeslty speaking, i'm a person who seek and need attention. if neccessary attention is not given to me... i'll think alot.. like i'm left out ...etc

during the revision, my presence is equal zero. i'm as though an invisible person Haix, i'm really having a mixed reaction in me lar.. icant' even understand myself, let alone you guys.

Please try to pull me in to your frequency whenever i'm left out... Sometime i'm thinking that i made a fool out of myself... SUX!

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

my fault hor...

2005-04-01T15:05:00.002+08:00

Dear, I know I should not be so supersticious to believe in all those and made both of us so sad lar.. As I've promised you, I will not take those stuffs to heart k? Yeah, it's true that we're sailing on the mud and that we haf no room for betterment yet.. Coz we're still young ma.. We're still schooling, we dun haf a fixed and stable job yet.. but once everything takes it's own place, we'll be sailing in the sea le rite?? Hehe.. coz I believe and I know that we're meant for each other in every way, every prospect..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

i miss u like crazy

2005-04-01T15:05:00.001+08:00

Guess maybe it's due to wat happen yesterday (post 4).. I start missing deardear so much... till I almost go crazy (frankly speaking, this feeling is somehow gone le.. but it’s now back again.. I can feel it).. Real crazy till I went to KFC to eat Bandito.. Why Bandito?? Coz the very first Bandito I haf was with dear in the cinema watching "In Good Company" at PS.. Dear fed me somemore know.. so therefore when I ate it I could feel that he’s beside me lor.. See am I crazy or wat.. OMG!!

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Europa MU

2005-04-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

Finally.. today.. tonight.. I get to chiong liao.. Initially, we (me, Charlene, and Dar) wanna go K-Box de.. but due to the stupid rapid increase , we decided to go clubbing..

So happy yet so sad.. I didn't know that dear wanna meet me.. well, maybe there's a miscommunication.. dear waited for me though.. so sorry dear. But I really hope I can meet you and on the same time I really wish I can go clubbing too.. anyway, so sad.. I choose to choose than meeting up with dear.. coz it haf been a long long time since I last club..

So finally, I'm in MU (Music Underground).. feel like a dragon.. haha.. soon before I could really enjoyed, I should get myself drunk first.. so, I started drinking though.. I shared a big big jug of dunno wat alcoholic drinks with Dar.. (she ordered de) but sad to say that there's no "kick" coz I'm not drunk.. hehe.. not high enough.. But I still can dance lar.. haha.. I danced with dar the lesbian dance.. wowho~ we attached lots of attention though.. and they seemed to be enjoying it.. haha..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Sweet Caramel!

2005-04-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

On 23 April (Wed).. just like last week, I managed to meet up with dear despite his tight schedule (he still haf his project to complete and know wat? It’s due tml).. Last week, I dun get to drink my "Lemon Shiver" so we tried our luck again... But.. So we had Billi Bombers instead.. We ordered a MC Chicken Meal (which come with Soup of the day and an ice cream dessert), and dunno wat burger de. Uhmmm~ the soup of the day tasted so "butter cookies".. haha.. both the main course tasted normal.. normal doesn't mean tasty ya.. It's nothing compared to Swensen's.. Overall, just K lar..

But wat's really comparable is their Caramel Icecream.. (actually we almost forgot about out ice cream..) thought it’s caramel, it’s not very sweet, just nice nia.. really.. NICE~~

We headed home after this coz he still haf project to rush.. While we wait for the green man to light.. we saw four ah gua.. really damn pretty man.. guess dear fall in love with them liao.. haha.. wanna be one of their sisters le.. haha..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

PastaMania

2005-04-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

Anyway, first post of all:

Back to 16 or 17 March (Wed or Thurs), met up with my dear for dinner. Our initial plan was to haf BK or KFC, but we ended up having Pasta at Cineleisure.. my first Pasta meal with him.. Anyway, we tried calling Denon for recommendation, but sadly, he’s not contactable then.. In the end, we had dunno wat country baked pasta and dunno wat pizza de.. anyway, it’s really nice lar.. especially the baked pasta.. hehe.. coz it’s very cheesy.. Yummy Yummy!! No program after that so we headed home though.. well. Actually still wanna go NYDC de.. but dun haf my favourite drinks then – Lemon Shiver (out of stock).. so sad..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Shucks!

2005-04-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

Shucks! Dunno wat happen to the stupid modem of mine lar.. can’t access to internet.. sianz sia.. everytime like that de.. then that day when dear come and ‘repair’, even before he touched it, everything goes fine.. Hmmm.. like so smart sia.. know it’s going to be “fixed”.. But soon after it goes “tiow” liao.. Oh man! No words to describe it lar.. just know that it hai me so many things wanna post but nv post..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

"Keanu"

2005-03-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

Like every students, I gave him a nickname of "Keanu"

Why? Coz he look like Singapore version kind of "Keanu".. (too bad, I dun haf his photo)

Dunno starting from when I start to notice him.. He's so damn cute lar.. Everybody haf their own style, just like him, he haf his very own way of teachin, explaining, and the tone of his.. haha.. dunno how to describe lar.. just very unique..

Hence, therefore, I started to pay attention in class.. Well, this leads my Frens sayin that I'm mad about him.. Well, I think it's more of like I admire him ba.. like to attend his lesson nia lor.. guess they think too much liao.. haha..

Oh ya, one funnie thing.. Well, guess maybe he himself oso know.. He seldom walked down the pathway liao.. so sad.. Coz he will walked down the pathway to see if we're coping well not, but not now liao.. Wondering should I act as if I dunno how to do then he will come teach me.. *uhmmm~*

Last night, Fiona, one of my fren, felt the same way too.. She started to believe in me that his lesson is funnie, and his style is really very unique.. and she agreed with me that He's CUTE.. OH MAN!! hehe..

But, haiz.. every nice things will just come to an end.. I'm finishin my Stat in April (1 April).. In fact yesterday is the second last class.. so sad.. Well, at least I should feel happy that we'll haf an extra lesson on 2 April.. haha.. well, though it's a Saturday, but, this time round, I'm very willing to go.. haha...

Oh ya, I forget to tell you that he's my Business Statitics lecturer, and he used to teach in SP before.. he taught economics then.. haha.. well, can go check it out.. haha.. He's Mr Tan CK

Shall see you again "Keanu" on 1 April.. hehe..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Finally...

2005-03-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

Deardear... Kaoz.. I've finally managed to figure out how to put the picture thingy liao.. I know you might be thinking that it's very easy ma, just go to the edit the html there, copy and paste the URLs, will do.. but then my com cannot display that thingy lar.. not even to the edit of the colours etc..

So dear are you proud of me?? haha.. keke..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Friday & Saturday

2005-03-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

Actually I've lots of post wanna write de.. but out of a sudden all gone liao.. dunno wat to post.. anyway, I met up with my dear on Friday and we watched "In good company"... Hmmm.. not as nice as I thoght it would be.. but.. still k k lar.. kaoz.. kind of regret lar.. should haf listen to dear and watch "Roborts".. wat's done cannot be undone lar.. forget it then..

"In good company" shows that the boss fall in love with the employees' daughter, and fox with her.. haha.. ok wateva.. looked forward to an happy ending but sadly, this did not happen.. and it did not really haf funnie part lar..

As we had decided, dear came over my place the following morning for breakfast before he headed for his canoe..
Well, first time me doing this kind of ai xin zao chan.. This menu haf:
Bacon, Hotdog with cheese, eggs, garlic bread, and bacon bits soup.. for the price of.... - priceless.. coz I made de.. especially for deardear..
Well, regards to how it tasted and how was it gotta ask him lar.. haha..

Dear, really hope you've enjoyed that ai xin zao chan that was especially made for you..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events

2005-03-13T17:01:00.000+08:00

Well, anyway last Sunday, I went for a movie with my DaJie, her husband, my nephew and my niece.. Actually, my sis asked me to ask deardear de.. but dear just came back from his canoe expedition and he's having a fever, so therefore called that two little kids along, coz i told her i dun wanna be a "lightbulb" lar..

Anyway, we catched the "Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events" at GV Bishan, movie hall 4, seat m13 to 17... haha..
Well, just like everytime, I'm squeezed or infact I haf to be in between that two kids.. coz they always feel unfair if I happen to sit beside one of them and not the other... this had happen for years man... so can you imagine when I went out with them I will haf to hold their hands.. look just like a under-aged mother then.. haha..

Overall this story is about three young orphans, Violet, Klaus and Sunny, who's parents were killed in a fire. They are looking for a new home, who are taken in by a series of odd relatives and other people, starting with the cunning and dastardly Count Olaf (Jim Carrey), who hopes to snatch their inheritance from them. Violet is the oldest, 14, and is their brave and fast-thinking leader. The only boy is middle child Klaus, 12, who is intensely intelligent and obsessed with words. The youngest is infant Sunny, who speaks in a language only her siblings can understand, and she has a tendency to... bite. And this show truly shows out the spirits of siblings, the power of love and harmony. An average show with some funnie parts lar.. haha..

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Where are you???

2005-03-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

Dear when for his canoe expedition on Friday.. will only be back Sunday evening i think.. anyway just kind of regretted tat I did not say those words to him when he last called.. dear.. I miss you alot know.. how how?? haiz.. anyway I was happy for you that the weather is so nice today, so sunnie ( well, at least it is at the east).. but t's so shitty for me.. so hot, Oh man!

"Yeah!! dear coming back tomorrow evening liao.. hehe.."

Dear I look so forward to hear your voice and to welcome you back sia.. anyway, my sis say I'm mad over you.. haha.. coz I went Frenster and started smiling when I look at your pic.. oh my, so cute.. hehez.. anyway my ah jie hope and wish we can last long coz she kind of fond of you.. hehe.. she's waiting to attend our wedding dinner sia.. hahah... Dear, I love you.. *muackz.. huggies* and miss you lots lots...

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Replyin to your post "not good"

2005-02-27T02:50:00.000+08:00

Dear.. I just read your post...

1: I guess there's a misunderstanding.. These will be gone in a couples of weeks time lar.. Remember 3A used to be like that de ma.. lots of conflicts and misunderstanding.. After much "getting to know", things will just get better and fall in shape nicely de..

2: All along till now I didn't say that you're not a good boyfren.. Yesh I agree that I want a boyfren who can accompany me most of the time.. but most of the time oso not meaning every now and then.. It's perfectly fine with me with meeting once a week.. and I understand that you're been held up..And by the way, just to let you know, a good mate not referring to having to accompany the stead every now and then..and be there when help is needed.. So what if I have a stead who can accompany me every now and then, can be there when I need him, but he doesn't even love me, care for me, treat me as a stead, and of whom I dun love??? Dear do you get wat I'm trying to mean?? By not accompanying me doesn't mean you're not a good stead... and moreover you're busy.. not that you dun like and dun wan to accompany me... you get the picture???

3: Yesh I know that I'm harsh in saying all that to you.. but I'm saying that to you coz I wan you to know how and wat I'm thinking, and I wan to do something to save it... or do you wan to see the ship sinks?? Well, I really dunno and dun understand why u will feel irritated?? Did I call at the wrong time?? Well, maybe I do.. just like today ma.. I call when you're having your hair trim and when you're sleeping.. so I guess my only suggestions is that I'll wait for your call then... unless if I haf important stuffs to let you know.. then I shall msg you and wait for your reply... coz I will not be able to know when you're free..

4: you're acting immature coz you wan to create the atmosphere when you're with your fren.. Just like me ar.. when I'm with dar they all, I'm also so childish.. Behaving like a 3 years old kid doesn't mean you're immature... you're just behaving.. but yet your mind set is NOT immature at all.. your fren dunno coz you haf not, or infact did not show, them that you're mature.. and haf mature thinking... but you did show it to me.. you've proven to me... in fact, you're more mature than me.. You did not behave like a 3 years old kid infront of me.. you behave like you are, like your age.. and if you were to insist that you behave like a 3 years old kid, then I must say that you're a sensible 3 years old kids.. with mature thinking.. and I'm sure that Denon say it out for fun.. so dun take it to heart k?

5: There's nothing I can do to these, just can gif you my encouragement nia.. so sorry

I know you're a person who dun take it to heart (referring mainly to p4), you know wat's meant for a joke nia.. Guess maybe you start to take it to heart when I say about those stuffs rite???

Wat's said cannot be undone.. All I could do is to say: Sorry.. I know you dun like to hear that word but there's the onli words I could say now..

Regardless of whether you accept it or not.. if you dun then there's nothing i can do liao.. I dun think I'm in the wrong coz I'm basically telling you how I feel nia... coz guess I'm not feelin very well too regards to my work stuffs...

Anyway, do take care..i love you.. and I truly miss you alots.. don't you???

*guys..just for your info, he mean it this time round*

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

My Today...

2005-02-27T02:33:00.000+08:00

Hehe... I went swimming with Dar today.. hehe... Weather so good.. no sun.. hehez.. yeah!!! yet again, I still apply sun block lotion.. hehe..

It's the first time we went swimmng together.. and that it;s the first time we bathe together.. hehe.. After that we headed to 85 Fengshan Market for dinner.. Well, we haf minced meat noodles, satay, chicken wings, otah and sugar cane drinks.. hehe.. despite all these we ate, dar still..... haha.. opps! I forgot I can't say it out.. hehe...

Anyway, dar thanks alot for your company.. I really haf lots of fun today... I really hope and look forward to go out with ya again.. hehe.. thanks for your advise and suggestions..

Love ya.. Miss ya.. *muacks* and *huggies*

~~< 'LOVE' is a just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Haiz....

2005-02-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. can someone save me??

I'm feeling so empty, so aimless, so fan, so mang cham... Haiz.. dun really know how and what exactly I'm feeling lar..

I just know that my dear not here, dar not here, and darLing not here either..

Haiz.. everyday work/school till so late, finally when weekend is here, there's no programme/events/activities at all... Weekend haf been wat I've been waiting for.. but.... haiz.. everytime de.. there goes my weekends..

I can't find time for my parents.. actually I do love and care for them de, especially my mum, it's just that I dunno how to show lar.. just feel very funnie leh.. not used to it..
I can;t find time for myself either.. to do my stuffs lar.. On Monday, Friday, I'll only be home at about 11 ++.. On Tuesday to Thursday, will only be back at about 9++... Haiz.. so sianz.. life's boring..

I just hate it.. Firstly, I dun get to have my dinner on time (on time referring to having my dinner before 8pm coz our disgestive system is not that active after that timing..)But I'll only have my dinner at 9pm+ nearing 10pm.. Haiz.. Then resulting me in becoming so fat.. somemore I got gastric problem de.. then later 'she' will kpkb..saying that I never take care of myself..keep falling ill, then later disrupt her plan for the day ma.. F**K lar..
Yup, I know you're thinking that I can haf my dinner earlier ma.. but my mummy got cook and I wanna save money too lar.. moreover you couldn't be asking me dine out everyday ba.. (lunch also, dinner also, weekends oso..haiyo.. very scary de leh)

Secondly, I don't get to watch my show!!! "You're the one" starts at 9pm on Channel 8.. Then at 10pm, there's a show on Channel 55, which end at 11pm++.. then I will not have time to chat with deardear liao.. I everytime blame him for not having time for me but I can't even find time for him too.. dunno lar.. now he haf tons of projects to do sia.. haiyo.. so poor things.. therefore I oso can't blame him for me having the time for me lar.. (hence then I go watch my TV de)

Lastly, all these will result me in not having enough rest.. and don't have time to exercise.. kaoz.. more worse ar.. so fat liao and yet still no time to exercise.. haiz.. I know you would say these are excuses but.. after a day of work, very tired liao know.. and dinner at 9pm+.. I can't exercise 2 hours before and after dinner.. then how???

Haiz.. say so much oso no use.. no body understand lar..

(This post was draft on Tuesday)

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Esp 4 you.. my ~darLing~

2005-02-22T10:28:00.000+08:00

My Valentine's Day celebration is also the day when I shed my tears for you again.. Uhmmmp.. so sad..

Again, times flies. Two months of "vacation" in Singapore is up, you haf to go back to study liao.
From these return to Singapore, made me realise something.. Friendship can be diluted as times and distance further by without communication even though we still consider each other as fren, as best pal, best sista.. I was sad to realise this on the very day you return back to Singapore.. I somehow feel that I'm not the one you're searching for..
After "enlightment" from Dar and Dear, I understand that I was partly to be blame as well, so now Darling, I promise you I will communicate with you by letter, MSN, SMS, email and phone call.. or even our blog's chatbox.. especially letter, I will try to write to you at least once a month k? coz come to tink of it, a 3 years plus frenship would be a waste to come to an end.. remember those words we gave to each other in the sauna room.. we've to be each other's children's god-mum.. hehe.. It's always in my mind..

Anyway, heng that before you left our frenship was "back" le.. infact a few days later after that rite? Hehe.. k lar.. remember to take care of yourself k? always remember: "I'm always with you".. i love you.. miss ya lots.. *huggies* *kisses*

*so i'll wait for ya to write to me first lar..*
(waiting for your new address and your photo)

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Happy Belated Valentine's Day...

2005-02-22T10:16:00.000+08:00

Hehez.. here's my Valentine's Day post.. I was sick the past few days lar.. can't really focus so can't post..

Anyway, we celebrated it on the 15 Feb instead of 14 Feb.. We started off by me going down to his campus to meet him.. By rite I should haf went to International Plaza first to do my daddy's thingy.. due to my laziness (can't wake up lar), I had my dear accompany me down.. hehe..
Luckily not too long, if not my dear gotta struggle me liao.. hehe.. (dun think he won't, he will de if it's our of his control.. haha..)

We headed down to Plaza Sing to watch Constantine.. Hehe.. A "must-watch" movie.. coz got my Keanu Reeves.. hehez.. We haf a "zaa shi ni" day, as the "name" suggested, we haf a lot of fried/heaty food.. hehe.. in fact is for the whole day..
nWe started off with some "prawn crackers" for BREAKFAST.. hehe.. then after the movie, we haf Gelare banana waffles with Banana Walnut IceCream Scoop with Chocolate topping.. hehe.. gotta haf some fruits ma.. (that's for our lunch cum tea-break)

Ended the day by having our dinner at Swensons' (Airport T2), we ordered the sourdough 49er (by the name and the look dun seem to taste nice but truly it does,"extra bouns" for you if you're a cheese-lover), hmmmm.. dunno wat chicken, n wat chicken main dish de, and with dunno wat drinks lar.. hehe.. anyway.. it's really nice, especially having dear dear beside me and feeding me.. hehe.. awwww~~` *muackz muackz*

A special message for you dear:
Thanks dear for the day.. It's really great.. and thanks for everything that you haf done for me.. I LOVE YOU...

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Fuck Lar...

2005-02-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

Kaoz.. so peck sia.. finally manage to find time then wanna post some posts yet can't access to Yahoomail.. sianz.. coz I've wrote two posts and save inside....waste my time nia.. might as well go orr.... F**K!!!!!

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

For Hee...

2005-02-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hee, I just read your blog.. Sob Sob!! I, totally, can feel your sorrow in your heart.. the pain that you're goin thru'.. and the webmusic really create the emotion... I can feel that your story is just like the one in "Snow Angel".. (from wat I read lar)... so damn sad lar.. haiz.. wat can I say.. I really wish I can do something to help you feel better.. but, sadly to say, i can't.. there's nothing I can do and there's nothing I can say to make you feel better de.. but anyway, if you need any help or wateva do let me know lar.. I'll try to help you de.. who ask u to be my kor ma.. and I remember that you used to dote me before (althought not as much as the way you treated Michelle).. wo bu shi yi ke wang en fu yi de ren..

Remember to take care ya.. c ya around.. hehe.. now is't my turn to tell you this : remember i'm only a call, a sms, an email, and only a few blocks away from you...

so old liao still dunno how to take care of yaself...

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

HNY!!!

2005-02-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!! All the best and take care.. may you collect lots lots of ang bao.. hehe.. and got to save $$ know.. hehe.. may the year ahead is a great and a wonderful one..

Let's forget those sad and bad incidents that happen last year.. coz it's all "last" year de.. we haf to live in the world of today and tomorrow.. and not of yesterday..

To all : take care, love ya, and miss ya.. *huggies*

To my dar and darling : it's really good to haf you as my dar and darling.. i love you.. May our frenship lasts forever... Always bare in mind that.. we're onli a fone call away.. I may not be able to be right beside you when you need me but my heart, my soul, my everything will be there with you, to help you out in everythin that you need...really really got to take good care of yaself..

To my one and onli dear : May it be a great year ahead for the both of us.. take care... remember I will and I am always there for you no matter wat, no matter where.. to gif u the full support in wateva you need, in wateva you do.. i love you *muackz* (remb to study ya..)

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Aww~~ dearde.. thanks alot..

2005-02-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

Dear.. you're so sweet.. and full of surprises.. i really love the new template lar..

Haha.. you know wat.. I almost can't recognise my blog lar.. at first i thought i went into someone else blog.. the very first image i haf for this blog (before realising is my blog) is...
... so sweet
... a mature love
... a very loving couple
... the blog represent their love ....
(how i wish is my blog)

haha.. yes.. it is... hehe...

dear i'm really speechless.. i dunno wat to say and how to tell you how i feel.. thanks lots...

*hmmm... i feel every thing is prefect...*

just thinkin that maybe i should change my blog's music.. but i like that song leh... but dun suit tat happy, lovely and romantic blog..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Great Day @ Sentosa

2005-02-07T11:18:00.000+08:00

Wow! Finally, I get to step into Sentosa lar.. It haf been a year since that farewell party.. It's a sad n happy trip though.. It's the trip that seperate me and dearde (sorry dear, but thanks alot.. you made me realize that you're still the best and you're the one - my onli one)

Well, let's not talk about those sad stuffs.. the weather there was great coz it's not too sunny.. mainly cloudy.. hehe.. so no worries of getting tanned.. but nevertheless, I still apply layers of sunblock lotion.. haha..

At first, it starts off quite boring for me.. coz they're playing volleyball while i just sat there under the shade (I dun play ball games). But after that, my darling joined me in the sea.. haha.. busy washing my hair.. haha.. (long story lar)

We played pool and went canoing with my darLing... damn fun lar.. but so sad my dar can't make it.. Anyway, now i know why dear love to canoe liao.. but i can't canoe too much coz my shoulders will go broader sooner or later.. and i will get tanned.. heng really no sun, if not I will stay in the shade for the whole day liao..

Nearing evening time, I meet up my dear and headed down to his class chalet.....

p/s: dar, you should haf come lar.. but nevermind, I understand.. anyway, we'll be going again ma rite? hehe...

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

So Happy...

2005-02-07T09:51:00.000+08:00

haha.. I've been waiting.. finally.. I get to see those ppl that I've wanted to see.. Deardear haf been about about them to me whenever they haf some funnie incidents in class..

Sorry guys.. too many ppl in the class.. can't really remember who is who lar.. especially those quiet wans.. (therefore got to talk more ma, if not you will be left out)..

YiYang (I dunno is ya name spell this way) - Funnie, expressive, will go even more "roasted" when he gets excited, gif me a very buddy-hood feeling, and a leadership feel..
Denon - cooks well (you really work at pasta as a cook ar??), guess you crack job well with yiyang n dearde.. (dun worry, they "bully" you coz they like to "play" n hang out with you ma.. think on the bright side.. can't be help de.. as you say de.. "bao pampers")
Darren - so cute lar (those llittle boy boy look), shy (guess maybe Sumitha is there, therefore..)
Sumitha - pretty and damn tall lar.. make me feel so so so short lar.. and so ugly.. Sumitha I love your nose lar.. so sharp..
HengLing - damn pretty lar.. and your hair is so long lor.. dear, I feel so ugly.. :(

Sorry guys (to the rest), I didn't really get to talk/ know you much, hence can't drop my comments.. but,
Overall comment.. dear.. you're so fortunate lar.. to haf such a fun class.. jus like those secondary school day when we'll crack stupid jokes.. unlike my these stupid class.. if ya crack job in the class, everyone will turn their head n gif u that kind of f**king look lar.. so shit wan..

Well, guys do take care ar.. catch up with ya some other time..

p/s: sorry dear.. for he things I've done and said to you last nite.. I really dun mean it.. do take care ya.. n I love you.. miss you badly too..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

~* Styke *~ aka 'Dearde'..

2005-01-18T11:16:00.000+08:00

My precious dearde came over my place last night to help my daddy fixed his stuffs..

Well, dearde pick me up at my office.. We took the train back to my place.. Kaoz.. the train is damn crowded lor.. Haiz.. Dunno why everyone wanna stand near the entrance.. why don't they walk in - to the middle of the train?? (despite of the annoucement)

Anyway, we finally managed to get ourselves sqeezed into the train then..and got home..

And we start cracking after we had our dinner that my mum had prepared for us.. Well, never thought it would end up so late.. for 'heng' ar.. dearde nv kena scolding.. if not I will feel so guilty lor..

Well, dear, my daddy nv comment much about you lar.. he just say as long as I like will do liao.. hehe.. my mum ar.. say you "ci wen" lor.. haha.. good looking.. not bad.. hmmm.. guess like that nia..

So dear, since you'v seen my parents, so now go to sis house there shall not be a problem for you liao rite?? hehe... *hint hint*

anyway, take care.. and I love you.. hehe...

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Thanks Hee...

2005-01-18T10:57:00.000+08:00

Hee.. thanks for reading my blog.. hehe.. well, after I posted the post, we're k le.. stupid rite? haha.. guess maybe he saw it so..

Sometime, something is not as easy as you say de "yi ren rang yi bu".. I think you know this very well de.. If you happen to give it too much, the other party will abuse it..isn't it? so we must "kan ze ban".. Guess he also know this rule therefore... haha... but dun worry.. coz I believe that 'There's always sunshine after the rain'..

Wow! Hee, this post is mainly for you de leh.. see you so "big card" haha... k lar.. anyway you do take care ar.. anything can look for me de.. I will help you solve de.. hehe..

p/s: sorry my com can't access to Internet therefore can't read your blog.. I posted all these recent posts in the office de.. I dun have time to read, coz time very limited ar..so can only post nia.. haha..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Hope we could really work things out.. and STOP all these...

2005-01-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

I dunno what had happen to us.. It just seems that everytime, whenever we chat we will just ended up quarrelling.. This does not only happen in out night chat.. Haiz.. I know I'm at fault too.. But I really can't figure out what exactly went wrong?? I almost cried out last night do you know? No you dun...

I really start to feel or, in fact, has felt that you dun care and dun dote me as much as before le.. Maybe due to that we're working/studying in different kind of environment.. but, these should not be the reason to it ma..

Please try to show more care and concern to me ya.. and please dote me more.. I know I can;t ask mush and I should not ask much.. coz you may think that in the first place I'm wrong too.. I know I oso did not show my concern to you too.. I apologise for that..

Anyway.. do take care lar..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

= (

2005-01-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

I just feel so useless after I've finish reading his blog.. it's like he update his blog almost everyday.. unlike me, where I can't access to the net everyday.. not being able to update my blog and not even being able to read his blog and darLing's blog..

It's like I've miss out alot.. I must do something to it.. so that I will and I can be updated about my dear's and darLing's stuffs to be their best darling....

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

OMG!!!

2005-01-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

Have you guys read the yesterday's paper? (heard that today's TODAY also haf.. it's on page 26..)

OMG!!! "nice wan" man!! It's about a ex girlfren of this guy wanna have sex with him but he dun wan, hence she bite off his testicles (one of it lar.. somehow still heng lar, at least can survive on the other wan).. can you guys imagine?? I wonder what happen then.. does it bleed? Is is still painful? How do you guys feel? How to wear your pants? Uhmmmm...~~

Haha..anyway, wat's the morale of the story...?? Have sex with her.. hahah.. no lar.. just to warn you guys better be truthful to your girl..dun think they dunno wat you'er up to... if not.. hehe.. u guys will know what will happen to your "balls"...

Haiz.. nowdays there's all such cases happening around.. I remembered that Daniel Ong (from P10 - MorningMadness) said that there's a case where this couple wanna break up.. (I think i the guy suggest de) then that girl wan a last kiss lar.. so thinkin that just a kiss wouldn't do any harm to him, he had a last kiss with him.. hence they kissed.. and.. she bite off his lower lip.. can you imagine? so now he haf to survive with onli an upper lip..

Sometime guys just have to learn it the hard way.. haiz..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

11012005

2005-01-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, I managed to go back to my Secondary School on Tuesday (11 Jan 2005), together with my darLing..

Nothing has change, except for some of the teachers.. some have more wrinkles, while some have grown thin.. haiz.. poor teachers, must be very stressful for them..*to all my beloved teachers please take care of your own health ar*..

Haha.. if I never happen to go back and haf a short and nice chat with them I will not haf known it.. now then I realise that I've somehow left an "caring, loving girlfren" image in my teachers' mind, before I left the school.. teachers like J Low, Ms Ong, Mrs Fong etc)..hehe.. so happy.. *dear, this's something you should be pround of.. haha.. a~ wat sia..*

We shared a bowl of spicy "Hor Fun" in our school canteen (since we've been craving for it ever since we left the school) Hmmm.. why we share? coz we headed to the food court, next, to have our favourite sliced fish noodles with lots of chilli... hehez...

Our final destination was to the K-Box at parkway.. guess, it the most memorable day for the both of us.. I've long wanted to go K-Box with darLing le.. finally my wish has came true on this very day.. really really great.. despite the scary incident.. the 5 hours of K-Box seems to be like only 2 hours.. haiz.. the time with darLing are always so little, and when I finally found the time with her, it will pass by so quickly.. haiz..

Thought that I will have something non-spicy for my dinner, who knows, my mum bought curry back.. Wow... today have really been a "spicy day" for me too ya..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven >~~

I'm speechless...

2005-01-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Haven't see you for days le.. when did we last met up? Hmmm.. on Saturday.. Althought it has only been a couple of days, I miss you alot.. Maybe becoz we didin't get to see each other everyday as before ba.. or maybe coz I'm sad tat we're not going to be able to see each other for the rest of the week until (guess) next weekend or maybe end of the month ba.. (hope not that long ar..)

I just feel so different, so lonely, so aimless, so nothing-to-do mood... And when I called you, you're always like so busy de lor.. either busy playing your games, busy doing your work or other things lar.. I just find that we, somehow, no longer have common topics to chat about le.. Maybe this happen in the past too ba.. but we, or maybe just me, I don;t feel it... Guess we're busy doing out homework and chatting at the same time then.. Bur now is like.. I have nothing to do, unlike you..

I know you do miss me.. but somehow you just don't show it out lor.. I know you're shy and seldom showed it out de.. but I remembered that you did showed it out to me that time and I could feel it.. but why not this time? guess maybe you didn't miss me as much as that time ba..

Haiz.. wateva it is.. I'll still love you as much as before, so even more..

*tata* take care.. miss you..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

why???!!!

2005-01-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

Why why why???

It my second time of the year 2004 to a long weekend..the first one turned out - sux.. wasted.. thought this weekend will be fun with all the activities planned to spent with my loved ones.. but.. one after another was being cancelled..it's so SHIT... haiz.. anyone understand my feeling??

Why does it turned out this way???

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Where are you now??

2005-01-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

Calling out your name

Your face is everywhere

I'm reaching out to you

To find that you're not there

I wake up every night

To see the state I'm in

It's like an endless fight

I never seem to win

I can't go on as long as I believe

Can't let go when I keep wondering

Where are you now, what have you found

Where is your heart, when I'm not around

Where are you now, you gotta let me know

Oh baby, so I can let you go

I can hear your voice

The ring of yesterday

It seems so close to me

But yet so far away

I should let it out

To save what's left of me

And close the doors of doubt

Revive my dignity

Happy New Year...

2005-01-01T14:23:00.000+08:00

Wow.. time files.. in a twinkle of an eye.. it's a new 2005..
How haf u guys spent your 2004? and your new year eve n new year??

Are you guys happily spending your these two wonderful days with your loved ones.. shopping, gathering, outing, catch a show?? It suppose to be a double-happiness day for me (coz it's also my anni with my dearde) but.. I dun feel it.. Suddenly I feel so left out.. How I really wish I'm not born into this world.. not born into this family.. I dun hate it when we're just happily spending our times together.. but I'm damn hurt when there's an occassions - eg. new year. Haiz.. I just can help them prepare and yet I'm not able to go.. I totally understand it.. I understand the reason why.. I know it's not that they dun wanna me go.. even though I totally understand but.. those understanding doesn't heal those deep cuts in my heart..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Christmas Eve

2004-12-29T10:18:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS.. well though I was late by 4 days but it's the thought that counts.. haha..

How's your christmas?? Great??

Once again.. I spent my christmas with my Dearde.. It's our 2nd christmas.. Haha.. Firstly dearde met me up at the ground floor of my office building.. We headed to a Japanese restaurant for our lunch.. Hmmm.. I dun really know who to describe the food coz it's not my first time eating there.. guess u all can ask dearde lar.. but I think dearde must haf love it.. coz it's not only cheap but tasty n filling too..

Next we hanged around Orchard area.. then we ended up in Far East.. Well.. there's a hip-hop competition going on.. OMG!! they danced real damn good lor.. Haiz.. Dunno how to say lar.. One word - "CHIO".. but we didn't stay tune to find out who's the winner..

Haha.. we headed to wheellock wanting to try the NYDC but it was fully packed.. so in the end we made a big U-turn back to Far East to haf our dinner.. we entered into Ramen Ten at the ground floor of the Far East Building.. they haf this special X'mas service.. while waiting for our food to be delievered.. there's this guy who will show you some maigc tricks.. wow!! though only some simply tricks but it's really good.. he changed those cards damn fast..

Yami Yogurt - the every first ice-cream that we had.. we ordered the peach flavour.. It's really very peachy.. Nice ice-cream.. worth trying...

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Are ALL Man Like That???

2004-12-29T09:57:00.000+08:00

Well.. I was on my way to work last Tuesday (I think) and, sadly to say, I was been 'molest'... the bus to the interchange was packed (as I was late), I haf no choice but squeezed myself thru' it.. then here 'he' came.. squeezing behind me to get up the bus.. my back was facing 'his' front.. now this's wat happen.. 'he' use 'his' dick to rub against my butt.. KAOZ!!!!! I turned back and looked at 'him' but that doesn't help.. I tried and wanted to moved away from him.. but as the bus is packed I'm not able to move anywhere but to stay at that spot.. All I could tried to do was to lean forward, to get my body out of 'his' contact.. SHIT 'HIM'!!! 'he' lean forward as well.. kaoz.. but soon enough I've alighted..

This is not the first time such incident happened to me.. It the second time man.. kaoz.. The other time was in the MRT.. haiz.. same thing happen but.. it was an indian uncle, wearing suit (somemore)..

Haiz.. I'm speechless and totally disgusted.. Then I started to wonder.. are all man like that?? oh my.. I can't imagine if my dearde happen to be one of them? will he? of coz he will say he will not.. but when he's old....?? who knows.. he may not be the one who 'touch' but he might be the one who 'see'.. I really hope my dearde or infact every close guys of mine will not be known as one of the "tio ko peh"

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Sorry Guyz...

2004-12-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

Sorry Guyz.. I haven't been blogging for so long.. coz i can't access to my internet.. Hmmm.. I've long wanting to blog le.. nvm... i will blog all at one go k? hehez.. of coz with different title..

~~< 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Nothing on Earth is fair...

2004-12-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

Anyone disagree with my title?

I agree that I was partially at fault but why am I the only one who gets all those bloody scolding? Why? I hate it and it hurts.. Was i the one who don't understand her or was she the one who dun understand me? Sometime I just wonder am I really at fault? I gave the excuse that she wants to change a better me but... (I know that part of it was true but not the other) Haiz.. no point saying all these now..

Hmmm.. remember I said I will update you guys about the BBQ? Hmmm.. haha let me start off with the food first.. (coz it was the very first thingy that we (me n Ling) get in contact de) the food at the BBQ was great.. haha.. got Daniel's ah ma cooked at curry chicken, Daniel and his stead (QQ) made de fried chicken wings.. and lots of delicious stuffs.. (like fishballs - kaoz, I ate 10 plus sia.. *too long nv eat le*) Yummpy yummpy~~
There's quite a number of people that I don't really know.. but Ling somehow got to know some, coz she played tai di with them while I was busy watching TV (dearde must be thinkin.. TV again?!)
Sorry to say this but I wasn't really fun afterall.. coz, guess, we're not really that cloze to their friend afterall.. Hmmm.. I saw YanYan and Wendy.. No changes in YanYan but Wendy.. UHmmmm.. she looked much more mature.. guess due to the new hair-style that she has.. The hair-style is nice.. Hmmm.. thinking of styling my hair too...but scare the more I style the uglier I get.. hehezz~~

Guys.. have any of you watch "Ocean's Twelve"?? Hmmm.. I've watched it yesterday with my dear (after we went to the bodyshop at Centrepoint and had our lunch with his sisters) Well.. dun really get the idea of it.. But.. on the whole - K lar.. if anyone get what it means do let me know ya..
We had our lunch at Cartel Cafe at PS.. Hmmm.. first time been in there.. the seats we sat are very comfortable..even better then our own dining table.. the pork ribs serving was large.. Heng I shared with Dearde.. If not it will be such a waste..
There haf free flow of bread and you haf to slice it yourself..the knife that they use was so different from those normal knife...hmmm.. i just dunno how to describe it.. wait till you go then u will understand what was I tryin to tell you..(coz I'm not good at words)

Anyway... I managed to get my project done on time. All thanks to Hee (for helping me find the library book), Dearde (for helping me type and a-line my assignment) and Dar - XueLin (for the photocopying of those research)

I guess I will end here.. Do take care ar.. coz the weather has turned cold.. *don't catch a cold*

~~< "LOVE" is just a word until it's proven to you >~~

Thankz guys...

2004-12-14T10:01:00.000+08:00
Well.. guys.. thanks lot for taking out some of ya precious time to read my nlog n to add some comments for me.. hehez..

This morning, I met my dearde.. we haf "bao" in the bus on my way to work n his way to school.. As he was early for school, he walked me to my office.. n he bought breakfast from Mac.. the $2 breakfast (come with a burger n a cup of coffee/tea, onli available on weekDAYs morning.. till 11am) Ahww~~ that breakfast was so sweet.. hehez.. Dearde.. thanks alot..

Hmmm.. currently i'm in the office now.. haiz. so so damn headache sia.. my OB (Organizational Behaviour) project due this coming Thursday sia.. and yet I have not started lor.. kaoz.. die die liao.. I wanna get it done by today n tml but.. i got to work.. then, somemore, tonight I haf promise my darling to accompany her to YiHao's bbq at downtoen east.. haiz.. if i dun go she will not go de lor.. cos she will feel lonely.. therefore, and as i haf give her my words, i will go de.. so, darling dun worry ya.. but sorry i got to go home early cos I still got to work next day..

Anyway.. do take care guys...

~~ < 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you> ~~

"Offical Opening"

2004-12-12T01:58:00.000+08:00
Well.. today is the offical opening day of my blog.. hehe..

What do you guys think about my blog? nice not? All thanks to my dearde.. He create this design for me.. chio rite? OMG.. the name suits too rite? really feel so fresh.. so heaven huh..?! haha..

Anyway guys.. feel free to drop by ya (to read n gif comments ya).. n hope to catch up soon.. take care.. i go orrorr liao.. hehez...

~~ < 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you > ~~

Starting Off...

2004-12-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Sorry.. got problem with my font.. so i re-post again.. this msg was post on 11 Dec 04' @ 1.45am

Hmmm... sorry didn't really know how to go about my blog.. all thanks to me dearde.. he helped me out with it de.. kaoz.. I like so mountain tortoise sia.. hehez..

On Sunday, haha.. (you guys may think that I'm crazy n stupid, but I dun think so..) I helped my dearde to give out flyers at Toa Payoh. Well, new experience.. At first, I thought that giving out flyers is a very simple thingy to do. I really agree with the saying that says "It's easier to be said than to be done". To be a professional one, a person must not be afraid of rejection, and must know who are your targeted audience. For example, ours is meant to target those parents as our flyers are about giving tuition to primary school students. Anyway, as usual, some guys happen to talk to me. Well, who ask me to so friendly.. (haha.. sorry.. Juz joking) Just normal chit-chatting lar.. Kaoz.. There's this guy that said I'm a Sec 2 student.. Hmmm~~do I really look like one (coz I'm chubby..?) ? Perhaps ba..?! Anyway.. look young is better than looking old rite? (I hope so) Hehe.. so when I age no one can tell, except you guys..

On Tuesday evening, I met up with my dearde n some old frenz.. wow can see the change in them.. grown more mature but overall still the same - lame and crappy.. haha.. (so fun sia) After we had our dinner, we headed for Gelare. I shared that big fruiti fruiti waffles, with Oregon Mint, with my dearde. HMmm~~ yummy yummy.. this's not my first time trying it.. but, dunno why, I feel that it's SOOO sweet.. (not those sweet which will make u lose your appetite. It's a kind of 'sweetness from Happiness'..)

Yup.. so me n deade headed to TM (as he had mentioned in this blog). Hmmm.. thought would saw lots of ppl we know.. But to our surprise, we didn't..except only ChenFeng's brother - WeiMing..

Two days ago was a great day I had with dearde.. Guess it's the first time we hugged that long ya..?! Ahwww~~ that feeling was so...so...uhmm...It' a kind of feeling that cannot be describe by words ba.. really great.. so fortunate.. thanks dearde. *I Love You*

Then we headed to Parkway to meet my darling and her brother for dinner @ the foodcourt.. haha..The four of us shared Laska, Mee Rubus and porridge.. wow.. the porridge is delicious.. especially with egg (ya.. dearde must be thinking "of coz, coz I order one de" rite dearde?) Dearde almost get chocked by the chilli from Mee Rubus.. hehe.. (opps! I so bad.. still dare to laugh).. The laska taste very very different.. it dun taste like laska but more on tom-yam.. haha..

Anyway if you guys wanna eat laska, maybe can try '328 Katong Laska' (hehez.. coz that shops own by my Dar's parents.. (plz note that 'Dar' and 'Darling' are 2 different ppl)..

So guys.. do take care n keep in touch ya.. I miss ya all.. ~*huggies*~

~~ < 'LOVE' is just a word until it's proven to you > ~~

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2004-12-07T08:20:00.000+08:00
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